I'm only going to give myself to someone of Korean descent.
I felt like I was sliding down a rainbow of wonderful emotions and now I've been dropped on the side of the road in the pouring rain. Korean Dramas are like drugs. Full House was one of the most potent I've watched. When I first found out about it and read the synopsis I was comforted by the fact that it said something about "even developing into a rumored off-screen romance" between the two lead characters: Bi Rain and Song Hye Gyo. So as I watched this I thought this and rooted for them on and off the camera. I feel like I only got to see 2 seconds of them really together though and then I research after finishing watching the show only to find out that there really isn't any record of them ever dating. Then I find out that Rain (who I want to marry) is enlisting in the army in October of '11. WHICH IS LIKE A WEEK FROM NOW. I know I'm being retarded, but what if he dies or something. I can't help being upset. & Song (who I'd be a lesbian for) dated a 41 year old dude and then the lead character in the show I JUST watched My Lovely Sam Soon. I could NOT BELIEVE IT. I typed the words in caps, roughly. So how did I find out about this show? I was looking through the tag "kdrama" on tumblr for ideas of new shows to watch and I kept seeing this thing about Full House 2. Immediately I was like what the eff? Because second seasons of Korean dramas are unheard of, frankly. So every post talking about it is saying how these two characters have been confirmed as playing so and so. I hadn't heard of the show before this or heard of the people they were mentioning so I went and marathon'ed Full House. Oh what a marathon. I was comforted too by thinking that the people they were talking about being confirmed were the original characters. It was highly unlikely, but I had my hopes up high because I'd remembered everyone talking about these two people and being really excited about it. Why would they be? Especially if they weren't the original characters? Well two seconds after I finished the show tonight I looked it up again on tumblr and they're two different people from the original characters. I don't even know how they're going to continue with the story line or what they're going to do or if they're going to try and re-do it (please no). Either way, I feel dead inside, depressed, ALONE.... I need other fan-girls to fan-girl about this with me. I just don't know what to do with myself and none of my friends on facebook will understand and really most of the people I have on tumblr would probably be annoyed by all my constant kdrama rants. Even though this is my first one. I need more friends on tumblr who love kdramas just as much as me. I'm just so sad now. I'm in a glass case of emotions.
