Part 10: Monday, September 29, 2008

I'm a horrible friend. I always pride myself in getting back to people in a timely manner and here I am thinking why doesn't anyone like me? Well first off, it's because I take forever to reply back. I took 20 days to reply back to Mrs. Teri and 2 months to write back to Aprille. What kind of friend am I? I also am never online. Actually, scratch that. I'm online, just appearing invisible. All the time so no one ever can contact me or knows when to contact me. What kind of friend hides from their friends? I'm just so confused all of a sudden because here I am wishing I could be close to certain people (guys and cliques) while I'm pushing away other people who I could be really close to by now. What is my problem? I really have no clue, but like my sleeping schedule I'm going to try acting different. Doing things like appearing online.