They were clouds in my coffee, clouds in my coffee.

You're So Vain has cowbell in it? My life is complete. Today I took a shower and then took a bath right after. Being sick I think affords me this unusual behavior. I wanted to be clean before I soaked in a bubble bath. Make sense? So then after. I just laid on my bed. Thinking about well someone, some "people" at times, but mostly thinking of nothing. It was depressing, but it was nice. I needed to be away from everything on the computer for a day. So then I watched three classic movies in this order: A Long, Hot Summer, An Affair to Remember, & Cat on a Hot Tin Roof. I enjoyed all of them, the last one not as much as the others, but it was still okay. I was really depressed earlier today and I think I successfully lifted my mood! (: I really just wanted to be alone and to have the pleasure of doing nothing. I kind of wish I could do that a lot more. But let's not get lazy here, there are things I need to accomplish. I'm just glad that I got today. I wouldn't have changed a thing. Even the moping about guys who don't know I exist part. I'll get over them eventually (: It'll happen one day, you'll see. I'll meet someone, maybe when I've stopped focusing on finding someone (or maybe at the exact moment that I'm thinking about it). And he'll take my mind off of all these silly boys who I spend way too much time "grieving" over. I just have to wait patiently. Even though I'm not a very patient person lol.