Can you tell me why you have been so sad?

Maybe I feel so alone because none of my friends are up at 5:25 am? I think I'm doing much better, but I still from time to time think about Brad. I don't know why. I guess I would just like to know why he never talks to me. Ever. I read something on Tumblr that said someone is only apart of your life if you think about them. Or something like that. This is true with so many people in my life and I find it kind of sad. Only because I know that if this is true, I'm not apart of theirs. It's a real one-sided relationship and it's kind of screwed up. I feel like they're celebrities whom I don't know, but watch at a distance and think about and fantasize about. It's so retarded lol. I wonder if people really knew how others felt about them would they do anything about it or would they just continue on ignoring them?