My mom said something really interesting to me. She said that I wasn't a jealous person, that I don't get jealous easily. I don't really feel like I am. I mean I guess I try not to let things bother me or get to me, but it doesn't mean that they don't. Yeah, there are instances; instances that she mentioned that kind of prove I'm not a naturally jealous person. But I don't feel like I deserve to be called a non-one completely. Like right now, I'm jealous of Izzy's friends. They get to see her and talk to her everyday and I'm stuck 7 hours away from her. Yes, I'll get to see her soon and I miss her so fricken much, but it's hard to see someone you want to spend time with spend time with others. I actually feel this way about all my close friends who are females lol. I don't know why. I'm not a lesbian or anything. I'm probably scarred from my childhood when I'd find out about my best friend doing stuff with other people I knew without me. It hurt & of course I felt left out, but I knew there was nothing I could do...
I still can't find my copy of my favorite movie. I've been dying to watch it for weeks now. It's kind of hard to ask my mom about buying another copy when I can't find the first one. I'll just have to wait and wish that it comes on instant queue one day.
