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So I looked up how many hours are in a year. When you're watching and become addicted to kdramas you to start to think. Each show is about an hour long, like in this last season I just watched there were 31 episodes. So that's 31 hours of my life. I don't feel like it's a loss, but it still makes you kind of depressed. Especially when I look at my hulu queue and I see the number 385. That's 385 future hours of my time, and that number is only growing ._. I don't even want to think about all the shows that I have written down that I can't find on hulu or I have to watch through a different website so I can't even add it to my queue. My god. I just wanted to look for one kdrama to start watching even though I just finished one tonight... and I found like 10 that I want to watch. I'm so overwhelmed. & it gets to the point where YOU CAN'T BOOKMARK EVERYTHING. Ri-dick-ulousness. I'm not even going to go into my sleeping schedule. Basically I stay up until whenever I want, wake up late. If I wake up early or have to for some reason then when I come back home I crash until 5. I just can't seem to sleep when it's the proper time to sleep, but when I want to be awake and get things accomplished I feel like my eyes are caving in on themselves. Like I know that I need to go to sleep right now, it's 6 am... It feels like it's 9 pm. But I know that I'll be tossing and turning for a good hour or longer. So what's the point? But I don't want to sleep the entire day tomorrow. UGH. My life.